do you ever just totally lose it?
no seriously, is this just me?
like sitting at your desk having a meltdown like an effing two year old bawling your eyes out
"i hate it all!!!!!!"
ever since i fainted i've felt so crappy and tired all the time. i skip my usual morning workouts and when manfriend (finally) gets home from work i barely have an hour with him because i cant stay up past nine.
would you like some cheese with my whine?
on the real, i'm in a serious, serioussssss funk and i can't get out. it's trickling into my life in all the ways. in addition to it clearly being something wrong with me (who faints???! i am such a freakshow), i truly believe it has to do with the wanderlust i was talking about or just ... wanting to do something different.
basically, a rut?
i don't know, all i know is, i feel lazy and crabby and blah about workouts, health, my job... even pinning on pinterest (seriously that's how i knew something was wrong). i keep telling manfriend let's do something different, let's fix this but i don't think he's getting it.
or maybe im just britney spears bash a car window in with an umbrella cray?
have you ever felt this blah? what should i do?
p.s. sorry for the whiny, serious post. i'll be better tomorrow.
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