hey girl hey.
first and foremost. do you love my new (fully public and ready to go) blog? because sarah did all this and honestly, tears she has been that great. i've been such a knit picky pain in the rear and she seriously continues to edit and work and love me. book her. now.
secondly. oh hey. why was i so weird? why did i take my blog private for awhile? why? well...
i got a job with the walt disney company and i'm moving to the happiest place on earth in 3 weeks.
i think you all have guessed my love for the mouse and i've been applying for years (it is very hard to get into disney corporate) and then out of the blue this recruiter contacts me and here we are. it doesn't feel real even as i type this. i'll be working in finance over their corporate alliances and me, this girl, gets to make decisions for her favorite company in the world.
i'm scared / nervous / excited / anxious.
but here it is. a new adventure. life with a new viewfinder. and most importantly, for the first time ever, i get to work for something that i am so passionate about.
i guess there is something else to address and i'll keep it short because the pain is still so raw my insides don't quite handle it well yet.
the pending move to a new town made manfriend realize he didn't want to take us to that level of commitment.
(weird since we lived together, got scooby together and the day before he walked out of our lives we were the happiest two people i could have ever described).
i'll say this. no one, no one, is worth your time and your love if they can choose to walk out on you without even trying. i'm just now figuring all of that out now.
that being said, i'd like to leave you with a little quote from steve jobs.
"you've got to find what you love. and that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. and the only way to do great work is to love what you do. if you haven't found it yet, keep looking. don't settle. as with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. and, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. so keep looking until you find it. don't settle."
will you follow me on this huge adventure? i hope so.